I think I own the women all over the world an apology. I have treat you all very, very badly. Here is the reason why:
I have been overestimating you.
According to my aunt and uncle (as well as my sister, cousins and mother) I have a missconception about women behavior. Even though my father has tried to taught me about how women are fragile creatures one must treat with respect, it was too late. I was already way too contaminated by the popular media and couldn’t set facts from fiction. I always thought women were capable of independent thinking. I made that mistake by watching my mother as a teacher since I was a young boy. Obviously I was wrong. I thought women were strong and capable, since my mother was able to travel for about an hour and half on a crowded bus, while pregnant (and working) every day. Obviously, I was wrong. I thought they were capable of driving since there were so many women behind the wheel, but again, I was wrong. Women can’t be independent. Women are inept, clueless, bad drivers and thus unable to be left to their own. A man has to step up and be their savior, their paladin, their flagbearer, their compass, their shield, their sustenance, their shelter. My mother had no other choice and struggled beyond what any other women had to. My cousin Marisol corrected me about another fact: feminism.
Feminism was a way for women to use pants and get the right to vote. That also gave them the right to gain as much money as men, despite their mental and physical handicaps. It was the right thing to do since they are apparently so useless and defenseless. But they never fought for “Equality” thats just what dykes wants you to believe. They fought to get those rights, but they also wanted to keep the right to always get a seat on a bus, because their legs are so weak they cannot stand still like men. So a man with heavy lagguage ALWAYS has to give his seat to a woman because thats what “feminism” is all about. You also have to open doors for her. You see, for a man opening a door is a simple task. But according to my cousin, is something a women is to inept to do without an extreme effort. I should’ve known better. Again, I apologize.
Women just need more rights than men do, because of their weak and defenseless condition. Just walking in the street is a completely different thing for women. I never realized that until today. Rapers, assassins, muggers and even demons materialize out of thin air when you are a woman. The condition nowadays is terrible! If you are a women, all the evils of the world chase you every day unless you are with a man to protect you. Everyday you see all those people killed on the streets! Sure, they are mostly men, but thats probably because they are valiant men that died saving a woman’s life. Some women however aren’t that lucky and a couple of them do end up dead or raped. But aren’t men the ones who raped them? That kinda confuses me, since men are the ones suppoused to protect them. I guess I will look into it later. For now, I’m apologizing for my missconception on women’s weaknesses and flaws I ignored. How I overstimated them and thus failed so many times in my role as brother, son, boyfriend and if it continued that way, as a father.
Starting now I’ll skip classes just to protect my sister while she waits in line. Just like my mother wanted. Sure, other girls are there, but just because other poor women doesn’t have a father or a brother to protect them doesn’t mean my sister has to go through that too! I’ll also miss work so my sister can have a safe return home. Again, I know some women have to risk their lives everyday by riding those dangerous buses since they are even younger than my sister, but that’s no excuse for me to leave my sister unattended. Everyone know my sister, despite how capable she has always seemed to me, she is just not capable of reading a bus sign, ask for directions or ask me for money to get home. I must carry her all the way. That is my duty as her older brother.
Finally, my girlfriend also got me fooled, you know? I owe her an even greater apology. You see, she is a Graphic Design graduate. She owns a car and is working. All that made me think she was independant, capable and strong. But no! I was wrong yet again! She is still a women, and as such, my uncle made me realize I was failing as a man to think that way. That’s why I refused the offer of letting me get a ride on my way home from her. Letting a woman take me to my house? What kind of man would I be? I just asked her to drop me on her way home and I walked all the way to my house. I know its way after dark, and I was alone in a solitary road were many reports of dead people has reached my mother’s ears, but I’m a man, and as such I know now that I’m invincible, inmortal and totally capable of doing things no woman like my sister can do, like going home. Now that I think about it, I still made a mistake. I should’ve ride with her all the way to her house to ensure her safe return. Just imagine a solitary woman going back home at this time of night! I’m perfectly capable of coming back home all alone since I’m a man, but she? I made another mistake and I already apologize to her on the phone about that, so that part at least is settled.
I just hoped my cousin, aunt, sister and mother might forgive me for my rash behavior against women. I mistreated them.
Escrito en Kimochi
